Shop Mobile More Submit  Join Login
About Deviant Member AFemale/United States Recent Activity
Deviant for 2 Years
Needs Premium Membership
Statistics 43 Deviations 11 Comments 478 Pageviews

Newest Deviations

Favourites

Groups

This user is not currently part of any groups.

Activity


Fox Fire by civildiscord
Fox Fire
A watercolor I did the other day inspired by a tattoo I found on tumblr. I'm very new to watercolors, but if anyone could give me some pointers, that would be really nice.

Inspired by: autumnsfoxes.tumblr.com/post/1…
Loading...
they say the acid in citrus is bad for your teeth,
but the acid in my heart is worse
than any fruit could ever hope to be.
i think God may have spilled his coffee
on my blueprints
(or maybe it was whiskey).
the hydrochloric acid is misplaced in me.
it’s swimming around in my skull,
behind my eyes, and eating away
at my brain, one memory at a time.
my stomach is empty; my head is too full.
i draw blood to help release the venom,
if i don’t, it comes disguised as words.
i can feel a plague raging under my skin
and it is killing me.
everything inside me is poisoned and
i tried to vomit up my soul, but like i said
there’s nothing there. there is nothing
left to ruin.
you can’t take away from a void,
but it can grow, and
it is.
i hide behind a facade
that i am a tiger
among little sheep,
but my tiger stripes are new scars
and the only escape is a smile.
i hide inside my head sometimes
thinking about drawing blood
until it makes me sick.
some say destruction is a form of creation,
but i'm only destroying myself.
one cut turns to twenty,
and i don't feel any different
than when i locked myself into my bathroom
in the first place.
you built my dreams into a house
one where we could live happily
2 kids,
a picket fence life
until you burned that house to the fucking ground
in front of my young eyes
dreams turned to ash
clogging up my lungs
like water but
i’m not drowning
i’m riding on that tidal wave
and my hatred burns deep inside
shining out of my eyes,
you burnt my dreams, but
couldn’t burn me
i am ignited
and i’m gonna fucking kill you for what you did
everybody loves the autumn
but when i hear that word
i don't hear the crunching of leaves
or the brewing pot of pumpkin spice coffee
i hear my name and
i think of myself then
and i hate it,
i hate it,
i hate it.

deviantID

civildiscord's Profile Picture
civildiscord
A
United States
I am 18 years old and I live in Massachusetts. I frequent tumblr a lot, and you can find me there at autumnsfoxes. I love traditional, watercolors or craft art the most.

AdCast - Ads from the Community

Donate

civildiscord has started a donation pool!
0 / 100
Pay for adoptables or other services here!

You must be logged in to donate.
No one has donated yet. Be the first!

Comments


Add a Comment:
 
:iconbloopaws:
BlooPaws Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Dude. Tyler Hoechlin is a babe <3
Reply
:iconcivildiscord:
civildiscord Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014
Hell yeah he is!! (:
Reply
:iconxfwankiex:
xFwankiex Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2014  Student Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the watch and favorite, I really appreciate it :3
Reply
:iconcivildiscord:
civildiscord Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2014
No problem at all!! (:
Reply
:iconwinterskii:
winterskii Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you for the watch! :heart:
Reply
:iconcivildiscord:
civildiscord Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2014
Of course!! (:
Reply
:icondelirium-takes-hold:
Delirium-Takes-Hold Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fave c: <3
Reply
:iconcivildiscord:
civildiscord Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014
No problem at all (:
Reply
:iconfederchen05:
Federchen05 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
thank you very much for the fav on my mikasa and annie cosplay (even though it was only a test for annie )
greetings from germany \(^-^)/
Reply
:iconinnocenceshiro:
InnocenceShiro Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave~~ innocenceshiro.deviantart.com/… :)
Reply
Add a Comment: